Path of The Engineer: The Awakening, Parts 1

I had a dream last night
You were there
You held my hand so tight
I thought I’d just die
Do you remember…
When we used to have so much fun?
I used to cry sometimes…
Those days are gone
…Do you remember?
It is an ordinary day at the day job.
9–5.
Going through the motions.
Leaving home early, nothing much to do but scroll the internet.
The thought of my mathematically genius childhood friend flashes briefly on the screen of my mind.
We used to play a gem hunting game, where she always pointed out where the gem was hidden.
Her eyes were full of the truest blue bliss.
Her consciousness is no longer with me…
Wait…
What if no one misses me like I do miss her, when I’m gone?
This same thought must be on every Engineering Mind.
Why else would we build transcending machines?
It’s been 25 long, long years — and now it hits me AGAIN.
I must collect my PARTS.
…
I don’t have to choose more than my PARTS
I can simply embrace the tools I have within reach.
Accept them as they are.
Love them.
See every PARTS of the process as my guru, my teacher.

Find those areas, where we can grow TOGETHER, and learn.
And then from this place of peacefulness,
Go forward.
And bring the collective Engineering Mind’s hidden vision to REALITY.
Instead of fighting the markets, the world, the traumas alone.
Because there is no fighting, but fighting against myself.
The more I fight, the more I suffer.
Fighting is exhausting.
But when I stop and relax into this moment…
I stop wasting energy.
So I can finally start letting The Machine do the work for us all.
…
She is with me again
We would enjoy discussions lasting for hours during the darkest hours of the night, studying The Machine:

Mathematics would be fun again.
We would no longer be divided by distance, time, nor sanity of our brains.
We would just be, and FEEL the MOVEMENT.
We are all PARTS of The Machine
One is equally important as the other.
Takings PARTS is voluntary.
When I come to my senses, my awareness rests while the cog keeps turning.
The Awakening Is Here

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